i think i’m gon’ get a futon. also i’m really mad about the fantasies i have of some young bearded fellow moving up here and us starting a business and getting married. my subway rides are loooong so my mind wanders all over the place.
2 scared 2 bike in nyc
I just want to be happy. Doesn’t that matter to anyone anymore? Life is too short to be worried about things you don’t care about and wasting your time on things you hate. Money is not important to me.
I’m resourceful. I know that. I think that’s something positive about me. ugh just thinking about school though makes me die inside. i wish my family could understand that and accept me for it.
just had a huge fight with my mom and it was obnoxious and i hate my entire family. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE AND SHUT ALL OF YOUR JUDGMENTAL UGLY TRAPS.
also i guess i’m too old to call CPS right? my mom tried to beat me with a remote and i got a cut on my arm.
i’m starting over, gonna be alone as far as i’m concerned. people ask me if i have people in nyc when in reality i don’t and that’s fine. that’s the way i wanted it.
i like how once i get a solid room someone comes along with a cheaper, better location but like dude i’ve got loyalties you gotta give me sumthin’ more
INSTEAD OF PACKING I’M WATCHING BEYONCE, MARIAH CAREY, MYA AND OTHER VIDEOS CAUSE I DON’T WANNA PACK
its so wrong yet i want to see him one more time. not to do it, just to talk cause he was always fun to talk too.
Montrose Bakery Theme Song. 90s Mariah is the GREATEST Mariah.
So I gave the dude a donut cause I’m nice. It was my peace offering. I’m leaving so whatever.
these last few days are weird cause i’m not sad at all yet…
its crazy how much my taste in guys has changed. look at my ex he’s this skinny meth head lookin’ white boy and now i date giant hairy dudes. growth.
girl, I hear you. I think I was really used this past week…. and yet I am still giving the person chance 101
Its been almost a year and he just now apologizes and even though i’m over it i’m a bitter old lady because of it ha, and he ruined my life yet I still entertained him with answers and probably did not help his ego at all (however I was blunt about him being a giant pig) but uhhhh if i were a bad ass i would’ve just been like FUCK YOU and left it at that.
AHHH! Us forgiving people!